i duNno what got into me..prolly i was browsing thru some of my frens' sites..and joined Xanga thingie for no particular reasons..or could it be that i have somehow lost the ability to reason, to make logical connections to what is going on with my life...Frankly, I'm tired..i guess this is what we call the low-tide in life..oh well..however confused and ironic i may seem.. time passes by without any sign of delay, days SwwoooSh pass us not for us to look back and regret, but to lead us to forget what we wish to leave behind. Losers tend to fight with time, frantically trying to hold on to the past, constantly reminiscing on past events, helplessly carving memories in our minds to ensure that we will alwiz remember things that we deemed as "important". Winners in life on contrary, live life...and Forget...they are never tied down with emotions, with memory, with 'what-ifs" or " I shouldn't have/Should have"..unlike their inferior counterparts--the Losers.

But then again...I will alwiz be a Loser in life...God has given me the ability to vividly remember the bits and pieces of my life, mostly happy moment, (but occasionally incidents that i've been badly hurt..few thou i must say)...it is in fact these memories that has kept me sane all these while....they gave me a will to strive to maintain whateva relationships i have with my buddies, becoz of the wonderful experience we once shared together in our younger years...awwwwhhh.....I miss those daysss.....

i dun Mind being a Loser at all....what's the point of being a winner when being one is equivalent to a souless fool in the eyes of others....*shrug* my mind has been set..and..a Loser i shall remain....*winK*